3/13/2008

Another busy week

Max is in the procedure room in clinic as I write this, having a bone marrow aspiration (BMA). BMA’s show if there are any cancerous cells in his bone marrow. He has to be anesthetized and then the doctor “punches” a needle into his back hip bones (ileac crest I think) bilaterally (both sides, left and right), sucks some marrow into a syringe, and then sends ‘em off to pathology. This time we’re also having some cells sent to Dr. Sholler in Vermont for her to check out.

Tuesday Max was in for an MRI and next week he’ll have his bone scan. We are really hoping for some good results – a little smaller spot on his spine would be nice, wouldn’t it? My hopes are that the last set of scans we had taken may have been a little too close to the radiation he received and were still showing enhancement (cells DYING!!) I can be optimistic as long as I don’t overdo it.

There seems to be a lot of really good energy in clinic today. It could also be that I just finished a huge cup o’ jo… nah.

Max is feeling considerably better this week and seems to be completely over his stomach bug. He’s also gained a kilo back and is up to 20.2kg. He’s having minimal nausea and is not throwing up. Yay!

Max was able to start back on chemo this week. Thank goodness. It’s been almost a month since we had to stop his oral cyclo. It sounds funny to want your kid ON chemo, but when the alternative is that the cancer may make a breakthrough – chemo is definitely a good friend. Due to the blood in his urine we have suspended the cyclo and started him on oral topotecan, low dose, daily, skip weekends. He’s had three doses and his nausea is very minimal – hope it stays that way!

Speaking of the blood in his urine, Dr. Roberts has ordered an ultrasound of the bladder to see if there any blood clots that may have been formed when he had the stomach bug. If there’s a clot that could explain why his urine is sometimes clear, sometimes red, sometimes has little clumps (little bits breaking away here and there). This would be the best scenario I believe. They might be able to flush his bladder and clear it out a bit. Second scenario we talked about is he could have bladder wall damage either caused by a viral infection (going back to his stomach bug) or caused by the cyclo chemo. To figure this out he would probably have to have a visit to the urologist where they would use a scope to look around in there and see how bad the damage is. It could be just the top layer, or it could through a few layers. The latter needing much more recovery time, possibly months.

In the meantime, his blood counts are awesome today!
WHT 2.8
HGB 9.5
PLT 126
ANC 1988 !!
Max and Dr. Roberts discussing the intricacies of fighter jets,
bombs and shooters therein - and which one is painted the coolest.

3/09/2008

Don't be a skater hater


Tony telling Max that his son has the same shirt but has written all over the skull's head. What is it about little boys and skulls... oh, the pirate thing, right....



Tony doing a hand-plant, Max's favorite trick, right in front of him.



Bucky Lasek and Max.

Max and Sam were treated to another skateboard adventure on Saturday as Clash At Clairemont took place. Max's skate-n-destroy first-grade teacher Miss Sturt and her husband Daniel hooked us and the Hutchison's up with VIP tix to the event. Max originally didn't want to go, but that was just him being lazy. nce we got there, the music, the crowd and the tricks all got him going. The event was very family-friendly and it was mostly kids and families. Cool!
Thank you so much Lisa and Daniel for the fantastic time. Thanks Tony and Bucky for the cool photos. Thanks Tony for being so cool that you make time for Max and Sam.

Tony Hawk at Clash At Clairemont. We were in the VIP area which gave us very close access to the skaters. The boys loved it... then we got to go up to the top of the ramp!





3/07/2008

Connecting the dots

Just in case we don't get to update during the weekend, a quick update on the week's events...

Max is finally starting to feel better, ie, back to "normal", normal being a kid with deadly cancer who doesn't eat but receives 98% of his daily caloric intake via a tube that empties directly into his stomach. But what's normal these days anyway??

Numbers recap:

Good trend, a bit more data than last Saturday's March 1 post:

LDH (normal range is 470-900)
2/21: 609
2/27: 1143
2/28: 803
2/29: 676

VMA (normal range <8.5)
9/24/07: 9.5
10/8/07: 13.2
10/22/07: 13.3
11/5/07: 13.1
11/19/07: 11.7
12/3/07: 10.6
12/17/07: 12.8
1/14/08: 11.1
1/28/08: 10.4
2/21/08: 17.4
2/29/08: 8.4

Max has lost over 2 kg since getting the intestinal bug (1 kg = 2.2 lbs), in other words, a lot given how little he has to spare. He's back to looking pretty skinny compared to the photo at the top of the blog, and he's pale as can be, and almost bald so he looks quite different again. I'll post a picture this weekend so you can see - we've been lazy/busy in other areas lately but I know a picture says it all.

Max will be starting again on chemo today. His counts are good: ANC: 1250 and platelets 110K (his minimum platelets to be on chemo is 50K, which we lowered from the previous limit of 75K otherwise he'd never get chemo). So it looks like his bone marrow has finally recovered from the whammy of the IV topotecan late January. Max will be starting on oral topotecan today, a decision made by the possibility that the cytoxan he's been taking orally since July '07 has damaged his bladder (he's had blood clots in his pee fairly consistently for the past 3 weeks). Which if turns out to be the case, he can't use oral cytoxan any longer which will be a challenge for us as it appears to have been well-tolerated and (as far as we can tell), effective against his cancer. However, looking at the most recent VMA and LDH numbers, maybe the topotecan really did a bang-up job and is what we should be focusing on using going forward? Unfortunately, there are no simple, definitive answers with relapsed neuroblastoma. Everything's a informed crap-shoot at best.

On the propoganda and advocacy front, this week was busy...

Yesterday, Max was on San Diego radiothon supporting Children's Hospital. He was on 95.7 and 94.1 I believe. Melissa said he did great, was interviewed twice, and got a toy aircraft carrier out of the deal so everyone's happy.

Next week, there will be a feature on the MagicWater Project in our local newspaper, The Carmel Valley News/Rancho Santa Fe Review/Del Mar Village Voice, which is a really good local newspaper combination.

The MagicWater Project is also having discussions with Amy Marcus, WSJ reporter who is on leave working on a Robert Wood Johnson Foundation project focusing on orphan diseases. She's interested in our model, and of course our outcomes. Who knows what may come of these discussions, hopefully some good visibility and credibility for what we're doing. Like Steve Jobs' 2005 commencement speech at Stanford, hopefully this will all make sense at some point in the future.
"Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward... But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later."

3/03/2008

Reference #s

I've had some requests that we clarify the numbers we're watching on Max's blood and urine markers.

These are the normal range for CBC (complete blood count):
WBC white blood cells 4.0-12.0
HGB hemoglobin 11.5-14.5
PLT platelet 140-440
ANC absolute neutrophil count 1500-5000
LDH 470-900

These are about normal for Max:
WBC 1.0-2.5
HGB 8.0-11.0
PLT 50-150
ANC 500-1200
LDH 600-700 (we watch this as it can indicate NB activity)

In order for Max to begin a chemo round his blood counts need to be:
PLT 50
ANC 500
These numbers were 75 &750 in the past, but we've had lower them in order to keep Max on treatment. When Max goes below ANC 500 he in considered at risk of getting an infection (neutropenic). If he were to get a fever of 101.5+ he would need to be checked into the hospital to receive IV antibiotics for up to 10 days.

Urine markers we watch are called cathecholamines, aka HVA/VMA:
HVA <9.0
VMA <8.5

Max's fluctuate between:
HVA 12-20
VMA 10-18
Andy keeps a graph charting the points to watch for any steady rise in the numbers which would indicate NB activity.

Andy referred to Max's LDH spiking this past week which gave us a huge scare in conjunction with the HVA/VMA numbers being higher than usual. It turned out that because Max had a red blood transfusion on Tuesday it artifically increased his LDH in his CBC (complete blood count) on Wednesday. When you receive a transfusion there are LDH in the red blood and they can increase the longer the blood sits on the shelf waiting to be used. Which translated into Max's LDH being twice what we normally see and which put Andy & I into orbit until Dr. Roberts soothed our fears (and the LDH #s dropped as he said they would).

I hope this helps!

3/01/2008

Max feeling better

Max woke up this morning (Saturday) wanting food (well, to get Nutren via his g-tube which is his version of food). So far, so good.

More good news. LDH is down. So that really was a false alarm this week but, regardless of the extra work it involves us, our friends and family, and the good folks at RCHSD, it's better to be paranoid and react immediately than wait. This cancer is so aggressive, so difficult to predict its behavior, that I'd rather over-react versus the alternative.

LDH (normal range is 470-900)
2/27: 1143
2/28: 803
2/29: 676

2/29/2008

What a week!

Let’s start with Monday: Max had his usual CBCs after school and we learned that he needed another red blood transfusion.

So we came back on Tuesday for the blood and spent the afternoon in clinic pinking-up his cheeks. That night he woke up at 3:30am and began throwing up every 20-30 minutes.

Wednesday morning we headed back to the clinic with a throw-up bin in Max’s lap and no where to leave Nic (mom and dad are not answering their phones!) who woke up with a fever that morning (no feverish kids are allowed in the Onc clinic!). We had to stop in a Jack in the Box parking lot shortly after leaving the house so Max could throw-up – yet again. I couldn’t get in touch with my Mom and Dad who usually take Nic so I phoned my sister Randee at work and gave her a job: come get Nic and find out where mom and dad are, because now I’m worried about them! (I can’t quite explain to you how truly lucky we are to have family on-call, ready and willing to help us in any way they can. Thanks, mi familia! PS – mom and dad were grocery shopping and feeling fine; they kept Nic for the rest of the day.) Max kept track and by 10:30am he had tossed his cookies (if we could only get him to eat cookies!) twelve times! He was looking very green. Poor guy. The doctor decided he had a viral bug in his tummy and there’s not much you can do except keep hydrated, which was not possible at home because he couldn’t keep anything down – not even a sip of water. He was given IV hydration for the day and sent home hoping that it was a one day bug. Nope… Max went to bed really early and slept well until about 2:00 am when he had a Code Brown (poo). No diarrhea thank goodness. Nic felt crappy all night and was up from 11:00 – 4:00am. Hannah also made a visit to our room due to a bad dream.

Mommy and Daddy were crazy tired Thursday morning when Max woke us up with a technicolor yawn. Back to the hospital again for more all-day IV hydration. I took Nic to the pediatrician while Nana sat with Max in clinic to see what his problem was: double ear infection. Ouch! Max finished up his daily hydration and we headed home late afternoon. Max continued to barf on and off through out the evening but somehow got a pretty decent nights sleep until… I dunno… 4:00am? Who’s keeping track? We can’t anymore.

So now it’s Friday and Max is still a sicky. He takes a sip of water and several sips of something in an odd color come right back up. He spent the day in clinic again getting hydrated. The question this morning was what do we do over the weekend? If we get admitted and stay the night there will be a room for sure in the ward. If not, we can’t be guaranteed that they would be able to hydrate Max. Luckily, Dr. Roberts came up with the (obvious to me now) plan of having HomeCare set us up with an IV pump and gatorade water to administer at home. Never thought I’d be happy about having an IV pump in my house…

We’re home for the weekend. Max hasn’t thrown up since this morning but has a lot of “I think I’m gonna” moments that are not fun at all. He had some interest in food today (wow!) and even ate a few chow mein noodles for dinner which was surprising. Hoping this stomach bug is working itself out of Max’s little tummy and that tomorrow brings a barf free day!

2/26/2008

Complexity

We put Max on IV Topotecan for 5 days January 28-February 1. Since then, his blood counts hit the ground and haven't gotten up to any reasonable level since. Look at his numbers in January and February and you can see the cliff dive they took right after the 5 days of Topotecan:


Legend: VMA/HVA=urine markers indicative of tumor cell activity - disregard HVA. WBC=white blood cell. RBC=red blood cell. PLT=platelets. ANC=absolute neutrophil count

His VMA level shot up to a recent high - 17.4. And just today I was admiring the nice downward trend. We'll measure again late in the week to see (hopefully) if it was a fluke. If not, it probably means that the cancer is getting active. For reference's sake, at official relapse in November '06, his VMA was only at 22 so it doesn't have much higher to go before alarm bells start to be sounded in the Mikulak household.

His VEGF, a blood factor that is an inflammatory marker signalling new blood vessel growth (angiogenesis) and thus tumor growth, has gone up from 40 on 1/14 to 113 on 2/12. The normal range is 31-86 pg/ml so something is going on. Sickness and/or an inflammatory response (ankle sprain, etc) can also raise VEGF, so its not entirely isolated to cancer activity.

Nevertheless I am personally very nervous - more so than usual. It's probably due also to the fact that we lost two precious kids the past few weeks (Eden Bruskow and Michael Haley) who were very similar to Max in that they were both taking nifurtimox for relapse and had been doing so for a while (Michael since before Max).

So, we continue to wait for Max's counts to climb so that he can get on his oral cytoxan again. In an attempt to get his counts up, we are pulling out all the stops - shark liver oil for platelets, and calf liver for RBC. The trouble is these remedies take time and he needs to get back on his chemo now.

On a more positive front, in today's WSJ an article about newer cancer drugs and some trends which these indicate medicine is heading, all of which favor the approach we are taking with the projects we are funding through MagicWater:

  • Personalized medicine - our first project in this area soon to be announced.

    "Now that we understand that everything is doggone different, I think we have to look at each patient completely," Dr. Sugarbaker says. "What we need to do is pair up the right patient with the right drug."

  • Looking at drugs developed for other, large-population (ie, adult) cancers and other diseases and testing them in neuroblastoma.

    ...progress in developing cancer drugs may require targeting them to tiny groups of patients.
There are many things in this article I disagree with also. Such as the notion that the only way to fight cancer effectively, is to do gene testing on an individual's cells to determine the appropriate treatment. But a counter-point in the article was also rendered.

"Finding a mutation in a tumor doesn't prove the mutation caused the tumor."

In the end, the only thing that matters if you are battling cancer is, "does it work?"


Study: More Complexity In Tailoring Cancer Drugs
By KEITH J. WINSTEIN
February 26, 2008; Page B1

The genetic mutations in cancer cells may vary in every patient, a study found, suggesting that drugs will need to be tailored more finely to small groups.

The small study, by doctors at the Brigham and Women's Hospital in Boston and scientists from a gene-reading unit of Roche Holding AG, is among the first to look comprehensively at the genes in cancerous tumors to find which genes went awry. It's part of a new wave of medical studies using cheaper ways of reading DNA -- the chemical blueprint found in every cell -- that promise to change the understanding of disease.

The doctors, led by David Sugarbaker, a surgeon, examined four patients with a rare and deadly lung-sac cancer called pleural mesothelioma, which strikes about 3,000 people a year. The results were cause for hope and chagrin: of four patients studied, each patient's tumor had between two and six genes that had mutated, when compared with healthy cells from the same patient. Such mutations are thought to be causes of cancer. But every patient's tumor had a different group of mutated genes, and no gene was mutated in more than one patient.

That could explain why chemotherapy drugs work well in some patients and not at all in others, the doctors say. But it also means that progress in developing cancer drugs may require targeting them to tiny groups of patients. The study was published online yesterday by the journal Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences.

The findings suggest that companies may find more success with drugs like Genentech Inc.'s Herceptin, which targets a genetic mutation found in about 20% of breast cancers; and Novartis AG's Gleevec, which attacks a particular mutation found in certain kinds of leukemia.

But it also raises the uncomfortable prospect that cancers in some patients may be so unusual that the cost of developing drugs to treat them might be prohibitively high based on the market that could benefit from them.

Dr. Sugarbaker argues that comprehensively surveying the mutated genes of patients' tumors might help in figuring out which existing cancer drugs can work on which patients. "Now that we understand that everything is doggone different, I think we have to look at each patient completely," Dr. Sugarbaker says. "What we need to do is pair up the right patient with the right drug."

But some geneticists say that approach isn't yet cost-effective. In the study, it cost more than
$100,000 per patient to read out a tumor's genes and compare them with healthy cells from the same person -- and that was using newer, cheaper methods of DNA reading from Roche's gene-reading division, called 454 Life Sciences. Roche is one of several companies trying to make gene-reading technology more affordable. Others, considered less reliable, offer similar technology that could, if verified, bring the cost to around $12,000 per patient, the authors of the study say.

"Whether it's at all clinically useful is way premature," says Bert Vogelstein, a cancer researcher at Johns Hopkins University who published similar research, on breast and colorectal cancers, in 2006. "The problem is interpreting the results." Finding a mutation in a tumor doesn't prove the mutation caused the tumor, Dr. Vogelstein says.

The study published yesterday said the genes examined "could be causally related to cancer." The study didn't look at every single piece of DNA in the tumor cells -- just pieces that were active.

Cancer is believed to occur when a body's DNA, or deoxyribonucleic acid, changes during the many generations of cell replication that occur as a person ages. Each of the six billion letters that make up DNA have to be copied to make a new cell.

The copying process isn't perfect, so the DNA of two different cells in the same person might have 10,000 differences, according to various estimates. Normally those copying errors are harmless, but if enough changes, or mutations, occur, a cell can turn into a cancerous tumor that takes over the body.

The National Institutes of Health is spending $100 million to fund a much larger study, called the Cancer Genome Atlas Pilot Project, that aims to map out mutated genes in brain, lung and ovarian cancers. Preliminary results may be released later this year.

Dr. Sugarbaker contends that understanding the bad genes in tumors will change the way they are classified and described. Today, physicians examine a tumor under a microscope to figure out what kind of cancer it is -- a process known as biopsy. But in the future, "that biopsy will not go under a microscope," Dr. Sugarbaker says. Instead, he says, "every patient is going to need a [DNA] sequence done on their tumor" and cancers will be classified by their mutations, rather than broad categories such as lung cancer or breast cancer.

However, Jason Bielas, a researcher at the University of Washington who has written skeptically about such studies, questions whether DNA reading is worth it. "It doesn't seem like at this point that it is cost-effective to go down any route that uses this type of data to design drugs," he says.

Yet some believe that yesterday's study and others like it suggest a future where individual physicians could order a custom drug that attacks the particular mutations in a tumor without harming healthy cells. Even today, scientists can go to the Web site of the Ambion division of Applera Corp., a gene-reading company, input the DNA code of an undesirable gene and buy a chemical that can "silence," or neuter it, in a test tube. Several companies are working on such "gene silencing" techniques -- also called RNA interference -- including Merck & Co., Alnylam Pharmaceuticals1 Inc. and Silence Therapeutics PLC. But they are far from being ready to be used on cancer patients.

"The RNA interference strategies are actually showing quite spectacular results in the laboratory," says Richard Gibbs, director of the Human Genome Sequencing Center at the Baylor College of Medicine. "This is precisely the kind of study that opens up the prospect of using these tools for intervention."

Write to Keith J. Winstein at keith.winstein@wsj.com

URL for this article:http://online.wsj.com/article/SB120399752255692957.html

2/25/2008

Max stands up

Melissa and I attended the Rancho Santa Fe Unit Rady Children's Hospital Auxiliary annual fundraiser this past Saturday night. For cancer parents, this is our "night out" but in this case it was an enjoyable evening in its own right.

The reason why we were there wasn't because we're huge givers to RCHSD (though our insurance is!), but because Max was featured in the introductory video... you know... the one intended to break hearts and open wallets. Well, Max delivered once again. The evening's take was just north of $1.3M. It blows me away. If we could get a quarter of that for MagicWater in one night...


We'll post the video as soon as we receive a copy. It's quite good and Max of course looks very cute. The producer that put the intro video together has offered to put together a longer version that features only Max for fundraising purposes.

What would you do if this were your child?


I wanted to write an update regarding the Magic Water Project (MWP) foundation that I and a couple of other cancer parents launched in June 2007.

First some background: our mission is to discover and fund innovative treatments for neuroblastoma and medulloblastoma that are less-toxic and more effective than present standard-of-care therapies.

The reasons for doing this are clear:

  • The cure rate for neuroblastoma has not improved significantly in the last 20 year (20 years!!!! – but hey, I can blog from my cell phone so as a society we’ve got our tech priorities in order).

  • The limited number of available treatments for neuroblastoma – in particular relapsed neuroblastoma – are highly toxic to such small bodies, and a significant percentage of the kids fighting neuroblastoma with these treatments die from the side effects. To illustrate this fact, Max has received over 20x the amount by volume – not adjusted for weight - of toxic agents that Lance Armstrong received for his testicular cancer.

  • There is a significant amount of research on cancer, but not much of it gets applied to neuroblastoma and medulloblastoma. Instead, market forces favor research dollars and effort being directed at large, adult populations of cancer – breast, lung, prostate.

  • There are thus opportunities to attempt to apply a large amount of the research findings from other cancers to neuroblastoma and medulloblastoma, with the goal of quickly determining efficacy against tumor cells in the lab using cell and animal models, then making the determination if a phase 1 trial makes sense.

  • If we do all of the above, and quickly, our goal is that we will SAVE OUR KID’S LIVES!

The MWP has started hosting a quarterly meeting – a group of parents, researchers and oncologists – to discuss, decide on, and fund treatments which we think may be effective against these aggressive cancers.

Our second quarterly meeting took place January 28 in NYC. The report of this meeting, and associated presentations by the attending researchers, is available at the MagicWater Project website via the link below. If the link doesn’t work, you can select the text and copy-and-paste into your browser.

http://www.magicwater.org/news/2008/2/23/report-of-winter-2008-magicwater-project-meeting.html

Please take a look when you have a chance, and please forward this post to anyone you think would be interested in helping us to achieve our goal. We have open volunteer positions available, and need all the support and help – financial and volunteer – that we can get. Our spring meeting will be held in San Diego April 17th, immediately after the American Association of Cancer Researchers (AACR) annual meeting at the convention center in downtown. Anyone interested in helping us in any way is welcome to attend the spring MWP meeting, just email me for details.

2/22/2008

Jack's Essay

Get your kleenex's out. Paul Saxon's brother Jack - wise beyond his years - wrote a beautifully poignant and sad school essay on the death of his younger brother. Were I to ever express such a difficult, tender moment as good as he does... please read.

http://saxonreport.blogspot.com/2008/02/essay-jack-wrote-for-school-assignment.html

Paul Saxon Racing


Needless to say, we feel very confident about winning this year's Pinewood Derby for Pack 734. Paul Saxon, as you all know, passed away July 14, 2007. He was a huge NASCAR fan and his favorite driver was Jeff Gordon in car #24. Well, Paul, Max is doing the driving on this one, but we've got your name and number on the car to hopefully help us win the big trophy.

2/20/2008

Your comments...

Just wanted to let you all know that we enjoy all the comments left on our posts and we wish more people would join in... don't be shy!

2/19/2008

Eden Brunskow

What a sad week. Eden Brunskow passed away last night. She lived in Orange County too, just like Michael Haley. In fact, their dad's had offices right next door to one another. For both of their kid's to pass away so closely to one another is difficult to fathom.

Neil and I had the honor of meeting Eden and her dad Paul last October in Vermont. They were staying at the RMH in Vermont when we stopped by during the morning before our first MagicWater Project meeting there. Eden was so cute during that visit. She reminded me a lot of Max - subtle, quiet in speech and demeanor (at least at that time), but with lots to say and lots of intelligence to back up what she was saying.

2/18/2008

"Mommy? I wonder when my cancer is going to go away?"

I don't know, honey. I just don't know.

Max's last comment to me tonight as I tucked him into bed. Funny, how he comes up with these comments at times when Andy & I are incredibly stressed about his cancer.

The topotecan we decided to add to his cocktail really hit him hard and threw us for a loop. His bone marrow seems to be way weaker than we would have ever guessed. In the two weeks since his topo treatment he's needed one red blood transfusion and two platelet transfusions and his counts continue to be low. His marrow recovery has been incredibly slow. This is one of those things we just didn't want to see happen.

Winter

Max and I got home from the hospital at about 9:30 last night. Not the idea I had for a president's weekend Sunday night but as any cancer parent will tell you - if you weren't good at being flexible before cancer, you learned real quickly once you started dealing with problems big and small.

Max got his hair buzzed on Saturday morning. The topotecan that we added to the mix is taking its toll on his body in more ways than just his bone marrow. He's off all chemo until his platelets stabilize (but not everything else - nifurtimox, celebrex, and all his other anti-inflammatories...even threw some artemisinin in for good measure). He started losing his hair again, and with it getting into his mouth at all times, he and we thought it best if we cut it mostly off. I'm not sure if he likes it, but this time, I have mixed feelings on the hair loss. Irrationally, I like to see it - visible proof that something is working (who knows if its killing cancer cells but those dang hair cells it certainly is killing!). On the other hand, I'm ready for him to be "normal" again and not stand out.

Back to the hair cut. Instead of taking Max to a kid's salon, I took him to a proper barber shop that I frequent in Solana Beach: 10 chairs lined up and staffed mostly by old guys in their 60's, 70's and I bet 80's. Nothing but sports, car, and fishing mags in the racks (Max loves the fishing mags - grouper and trout are his favs). Also, coffee and doughnuts on the weekends, and a straight-razor touch-up on the neck and around the ears. I love exposing Max to guy-stuff. He digs hanging out with the boys so much - loves the banter. Loves jokes. Loves getting and giving grief to other guys.

It's been an interesting 3-4 weeks here in San Diego - weather wise. We've been having some fabulous family outdoor adventures in January and February. Nic is a champ and able to hike quite a long distance and at a decent clip before getting tired. As he's only 2 1/2, this bodes well for the family getting out and doing some real adventuring in another 3 years or so.

This weekend, in addition to our unexpected visit to RCHSD, Max went on a couple of hikes at Torrey Pines State Reserve, and played at the beach.


Saturday outing with Cub Scouts den 6.



Sunday at 17th street, Del Mar.



Sunday night - getting platelets, tired.



Monday morning, Torrey Pines State Reserve, Red Butte (rebel base), fighting the stormtroopers.


Torrey Pines Lodge circa 1910 overlooking Carmel Valley and Torrey Pines state beach.

2/17/2008

Sun 2/17/08 - Max coming home from Hospital!

Andy just sent me a text message that they are in the car and on their way home! Yay!

Max's platelets were low again... 16. So he stayed for a transfusion. Max had a reaction to the platelets this time wihch is why they were there so long. Toward the end of this transfusion a rash broke out on his legs so the nurses had to monitor him longer and wait for instructions from the doctor on-call. (It's quite common for kids to react to platelets. Max gets pre-medicated with bendryl and tylenol each time because he started coughing during a platelet transfusion and his throat became tight a long time ago. Now I guess we add "rash" to his reaction list.)

Blood did show up in his urine sample as well. This could've been a by-product of the low platelets so nothing is being done about it right now. We'll monitor his pee at home to make sure the blood stops with the transfusion he just received.

That's all for tonight... sleep well.

Sun 2/17/08 - Max off to hospital

Max and Andy are off to the hosptital this afternoon. Max had what appeared to be blood in his urine this morning and definitely this afternoon. The on-call doc said to bring him in for blood and urine analysis to see if his platelets are low and if he may have a urinary tract infection. Low platelets cause bleeding and easy bruising. (Platelets are in the blood to make it coagulate when you get a cut. If they're too low you just bleed.)

I'm guessing they'll be there for several hours waiting for results and even longer if he needs a platelet transfusion. We'll let ya know...

2/16/2008

Max Medical Update

Here's what's been going on since the medical update two weeks ago:
  • Max has needed a red blood transfusion and platelet transfusion. Both dropped rapidly since the IV topo.
  • Max has had to check in at clinic every 5 days (instead of his usual 7 days) to have his blood counts monitored. His ANC has been under 500 for about week, which always sucks, because we're always on the look out for a fever which would land him in the hospital for several days.
  • Max's scalp finally let go and started letting his hair fall out - all over the pillow, all over his clothes, in his mouth and in all his hats. Andy took him to the barber shop today and had it buzzed off with a #1 guard (if you're not a guy, the #1 is the shortest you can go with the clippers before it's considered shaving).
  • Max is still feeling great, has lots of energy and is as cute as ever. He went on a beach hike with his cub scout troop this morning for 3 hours! They hiked down Torrey Pines beach and up the cliff from Flat Rock to the visitors' center then down the road and back to the car.
  • We stopped Max on Friday from taking his oral cyclo (chemo) in hopes that his blood counts will go up and he can start the oral topo and cyclo on Tuesday.

2/13/2008

Michael Haley

We met Larry and his 6-year old son Michael in Vermont last March. Michael passed away last night at home in Orange County, CA. A wonderful blog entry on Eden Brunskow's site sums up what this all means to us.

2/04/2008

Max Medical Update

Max started an additional chemo drug this past week to see if we can't knock that spot on his spine down. He had IV topotecan M-F and did great. We'll continue with the topotecan two weeks from now in an oral form that we can give to him from home along with the oral cytoxin he's been on since last summer. Hopefully he'll bear this combo better than the VP16 (etoposide) we tried on him a few months ago.

As for side effects, nothing yet. No overwhelming nausea... in fact his appetite increase a little(?). Isn't that strange? He ate a few things over the weekend and had mashed potatoes and 1/2 a chicken leg tonight. We're waiting to see what happens with his hair. :-( He's got a nice head o' hair right now and I'd hate to see him lose all of it again. He doesn't mind being bald anywhere except school. Too many kids stare at him and I know they don't mean to - but he looks very different bald.

He's going to the hospital tomorrow morning for a blood transfusion. He hasn't had any transfusions in quite a while. The IV topo definitely caused a drop in all his numbers.

As for Max, he looks and feels great right now. He's a regular ol' first grader to the general public. I hope everyone remembers that his outward appearance does not always reflect the battle that rages on inside his body.

It's a guessing game trying to figure out what to do to save our son. What treatments he can weather, how to tweek them to work best for Max. There is simply no plan in place for kids with recurred neuroblastoma - because the cure hasn't been found yet. This is in our minds every minute of every day.

1/26/2008

Sat 1/26/08 - Max Home!

Whew! Max's blood counts were A-OK and he and Andy were home 2 1/2 hours after they left. He still has a fever and feels very yucky, but he's home in his own bed. Good night!

Sat 1/26/08 - Max to the Hospital

Max spiked a fever this afternoon of 103.7 which means he has to go to the hospital to make sure he's okay. Okay being that his blood counts are still high enough to fight the foe causing the fever. If the counts are low (making him neutropenic) he has to stay inpatient and receive IV antibiotics for as many days as they say is neccessary. Sheesh - we haven't had to do this for along time!

Andy headed to the hospital with Max around 3:00 this afternoon with an overnight bag just in case. They will go directly to the oncology ward, have Max's blood drawn, then wait for results. I hope they'll be home soon.


Matthew, Max & Jack ready for a superhero mission.

1/24/2008

Where's Sam and Max?

Bob Burnquist (aka, owner of the world's largest skateboard ramp), has invited Max and Sam to Fallbrook to hang out during one of his backyard ramp sessions. Click on the videos to get a sense of the size of this thing. Upon viewing it, Max declared, "are we going there today?"

Soon.

Thanks, Daniel for your sense of humor in making this video, and Lisa for putting up with him!

1/23/2008

How is Max?

We never did touch on the official results of Max's last scans. Andy & I were able to speak with one of the radiology doctors and look at the scans with him and Max's oncologist. It appears that nothing has changed.

The spot is still there.

It hasn't increased or decreased in size. It's just there.

With Dr. Roberts guidance weve decided to ramp up treatment a little and add topotecan (chemo) to Max's diet. He's been on this drug before and did well with it. We're not sure if he'll take it orally or IV. Max has a clinic appointment tomorrow and we'll find out then.

We are disappointed the radiation Max received in October didn't do more. I think I was hanging on to this notion/hope/wish that the radiation was going to take care of that spot and the scans would show a much smaller spot or nothing at all. But it's still there.

On a lighter note, Max is weighing in just shy of 50lbs! He's a little fatty now! His legs are all filled out, he has a belly and his spine and shoulder blades don't stick out. He looks great and feels great. He gets the Nutren Jr. formula all night a 2-3 times per day, plus we finally got our act together and figured out how to get those veggies into him without cooking, grinding, puree-ing, and straining them to make them go through the IV tube: Juicer. Duh! It hit me in the head like a bag o' carrots last weekend as I was throwing out the last batch I had made that was going bad in the frig. We picked up a juicer that day and love it! The kids have a blast with it, too. Max's buddy, Jack, helped and tried carrot/broccoli juice. He liked it! (blech)

Max is in a taekwondo class which is perfect for balance, coordination and aggression. Nothing like punching and kicking air for 90 minutes to clam a six yr old boy down. And he loves his white jacket and pants. Cub Scouts is going great - another cool uniform to wear.

Overall, Max looks great and feels mostly good most of the time. He still had problems with throwing up; we think he has a super sensitive gag reflex more than him feeling nauseous. He enjoys running around a lot more and doesn't tire out so quickly.

Hearing Aide Found!

What are the chances? Amazingly enough Nicky had nothing to do with the disappearance of Max's hearing aide. I found it in one of the many treasure boxes Hannah keeps on top of their dresser. It had fallen through a small hole in the top. Whew! 6 1/2 days of torture is over and we're all happy!

Isaac Lieser


Isaac became an angel today. He was trying to get on the Phase 2 nifurtimox study but infections and complications prevented him from getting to Vermont. Please visit his site if you wish to and pass along some words of love and hope to his family.

1/20/2008

Hearing Loss associated with lost hearing aides

Well, I knew something like this would happen eventually. We have officially lost one of Max's hearing aides. (For those of you familiar with the cost of hearing aides you should exhale that Gasp! you just made before you pass out.)

I'm not totally sure about this story but this is what I think may have happened...
We're getting ready for school Thursday morning. Shoes on, hair brushed, jackets, check! Max and Nicky are squabbling upstairs about something (yes, a six yr old fighting with a two yr old). The two yr old grabs the hearing aide and throws it somewhere because he's mad a the six yr old. Let's go you guys - to the car! Finally, they're all buckled in (or strapped down - which ever you prefer) and I have to run back in for the hearing aides. Hmmm, there is only one here on the dresser. That's a problem. Run back downstairs to the car, "Max, there's only one. Do you know where the other is?" Max, "No." That's helpful. "Nicky, did you put Max's hearing aide somewhere?" Nicky, "Yes." Ok, get him out of the car to show me where the thing is. He says in the trash in the upstairs bathroom and under the red chair in the family room. Ugh - gonna be late for school. Back to the car. Here Max just put this one in for now and I'll bring the other when I find it.

It's been four days, the cleaning lady has been here and looked for it, I've dug through our trash FOUR times and even went through the vacuum bag, I've emptied drawers... the damn thing is gone. I'm short of breath just thinking about it. And I'll tell what's gonna happen: we're going to buy a new one and the lost one will show up.

Any audiologists out there who can cut me a deal on a high-end hearing aide?

Article about hearing loss & neuroblastoma patients

This article was published in Pediatrics - the Official Journal of the American Academy of Pediatrics: Hearing Loss, Quality of Life, and Academic Problems in Long-term Neuroblastoma Survivors

I thought it was interesting as we are already trying to help Max in every way we can with his schooling. Max's hearing loss is small. He can hear without his hearing aides, however, it is almost impossible for him to differentiate between sounds like B P T G D and the like without his aides on. He also has trouble with the TH and F sounds verbally, which they hit on. It's a bit lengthy, but if you're interested you can skim through it pretty quickly.

1/05/2008

Never, never, never give up!

Miss Lisa Sturt - Max's teacher - wrote us a wonderful letter accompanying the gift that she gave us for Christmas. The gift is something we'll always treasure - a silver paperweight with the simple phrase engraved on it, "Never, never, never give up!"

More significant is the letter that accompanied the gift - the story behind the gift. I thought that her letter was so perfect in capturing the spirit and essense of our fight, that I wanted to share it with everyone. Lisa graciously said yes to my request, allowing her inspiration to reach the greater family that follows Max's battle against NB via this blog.

Christmas 2007

Dear Andy and Melissa

When my dad was fighting his own battle against cancer, he adopted one of Winston Churchill's famous remarks as his motto:

Never, never, never give up!

It is widely believed that Mr. Churchill in addressing the boys at Harrow school, stood up, said these five words and sat back down. And while that would have been very impactful, the truth is he did deliver a full speech. I've copied some of it below as I feel it embodies what you are doing with the Magic Water Project and to give you encouragement to continue in your battle for precious Max:


(The speech was made 29 October 1941 to the boys at Harrow School.)

You cannot tell from appearances how things will go. Sometimes imagination makes things far worse that they are; yet without imagination not much can be done. Those people who are imaginative see many more dangers than perhaps exist; perhaps many more than will happen; but then they must also pray to be given that extra courage to carry this far-reaching imagination...

Never give in. Never give in. Never, never, never, never -- in nothing, great or small, large or petty -- never give in, except to convictions of honor and good sense. Never yield to force. Never yield to the apparently overwhelming might of the enemy.

12/21/2007

Scan week

Yesterday and today we scanned - MIBG and MRI. Since I was off work as of yesterday, I went with Max to the MIBG on Thursday. He did well, except towards the end when he had a little meltdown on the full-body scan. However, that's nothing that a cheap plastic dinosaur the wonderful techs (ie, Melissa) keep around for just such a moment.

So, for the news everyone is waiting for.... the damn spot is still there on the T11 vertebrae. This is my read during scan, but it was clearly still there. I couldn't tell if the spot was larger or smaller than before. As well, no new spots either, which would be expected. We're meeting with the head of radiology to get a better idea of the interpretation of the data than the written report can provide.

Still, not the ultimate outcome we were hoping for, but at the worst we're stable with minimal, refractory disease.. But then, the outcome we'd most like to hear would be, "cancer gone and looks like its never coming back," but those are not words a rational NB parent ever expects to hear. But in this holiday season (since we just watched 'The Polar Express'), ya gotta believe!

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and all the blessings of the winter holidays to everyone!

12/17/2007

Fab photos



A friend of Neil Hutchison's is going to partipate in the RAAM (Race Across America) again this year. As part of their fundraising efforts, they wanted a picture of Sam and Max, in order to put some faces to their efforts.

Neil and Margot, Sam's parents, are friends with this amazing photographer. We met her on Sunday afternoon just east of La Jolla in a county park. You'd never know there was a 4-lane highway 100 yards away. It's quite a lovely place to be in the winter, with large, stately oak trees and lots of mud and leaves to get dirty in.

Deb Schwedhelm Photography [deb@debsphotographs.com] is her name, should you want to contact her. I'll be posting some additional pics taken last weekend by our family photographer Shannon Boyd, who is equally talented at capturing our family in a most favorable manner.

12/15/2007

Lab Rat?

The WSJ article on Sam Hutchison ran in today's (Saturday) Wall Street Journal. It's a Page One article so hopefully it will bring some good attention to our cause! You can click here to read the story for free.

12/04/2007

Persimmon season

Please read today's (December 4th) post from Lucas Tran's website. His mom Thy wrote it. It's sadly beautiful, and puts into perspective what important this time of year.

Lucas became an angel on October 16th.

11/28/2007

Max featured during NBC tree lighting coverage



Max's story on NBC 7/39, which aired this past Wednesday, is now available to view online. Click here to go to the page. Please rate it (5 stars of course) to help make it more visible by driving it up in the "most viewed/rated/shared" lists.

11/23/2007

Guest speakers

Melissa and I were invited to speak at Rady Children's Hospital Auxilary "Holiday on Broadway" fundraiser two weeks ago. We thought it was a good idea for two reasons: One, the fundraiser was supporting pediatric cancer research at RCHSD. Secondly, we could tell Max's story and hopefully by doing so, create more awareness about neuroblastoma and our personal efforts to fund promising research that can be used by Max and his fellow NB buddies soon, if not now!

Our role was simple - to soften up the crowd with our (Max's) story prior to an auction, the proceeds of which would benefit pediatric cancer research. So, all in all a worthy cause and one in which we didn't mind participating.

As I mentioned to one of the women at our table, realizing it was perhaps a little gouche but altogether accurate thing to say, we were "the parents no one want to be," ie, the parents of a kid with cancer.

As most of you know, we are not afraid to play the cancer card and above all are willing to use Max as a hook to draw attention and funds as long as the people and the cause are something we personally trust and believe in. To that end, the night was a success and I believe they raised close to $50K. We also had the pleasure of sitting next to RCHSD president and CEO Kathleen Sellick and her husband Phil. A delightful couple, they were surprised when we told them Max has NB, because Phil had neuroblastoma as a young adult 20-some years ago, so its great to know that the head of our hospital has some insight to our plight with NB.

We were the only speakers for the evening. I spoke for about two minutes about how money follows the market and most research funding therefore goes the way of breast, lung and prostate cancers. Pediatric cancers make up such a small market... I let Melissa tell Max's story, and here's what she said:

Max was 3 ½ years old when he was diagnosed with stage 4, high-risk neuroblastoma – a very aggressive cancer of the sympathetic nervous system that quickly spreads to other organs including the bones.

I remember him lying in the hospital bed shortly after we knew his diagnosis. His little body was frail, anemic, and he was in such pain that he was on a constant morphine drip. He couldn’t move and it hurt to be touched – which was awful for all of us because he;s a snuggler. He looked at me and said in a tiny voice, “Mommy, the doctors are never going to make me better.”

He had a shock of blonde hair, long eyelashes framing his blue eyes, and already had a great sense of humor. His hair and eyelashes soon fell out following his first chemotherapy treatment, but his good spirit remained.

He would tell the nurses, “leave me alone” when they came into his hospital room because he knew they were going to have to do something to him. It wasn’t long before he found that he could be in control - of the television and of how he was touched – and soon the nurses could do whatever they needed to do as long as they didn’t block his view and followed his particular instructions for certain procedures – which the nurses did with smiles on their faces.

Max underwent the standard treatment protocol for his diagnosis which included 6 high-dose chemo treatments, radiation, and a stem cell transplant – all in six months. His treatment went off without a hitch and he was NED – no evidence of disease - shortly after he turned 4.

One year later, right after his 5th birthday, a spot appeared on his follow-up scans. We soon found out that his cancer had come back. We also found out that even though 80% of kids who have had his diagnosis relapse – there was no treatment plan that was proven to make them well again. Just a number of ideas to choose from.

With the guidance of Max’s oncologist, Dr. Roberts, and another cancer parent, we agreed to sign Max up for a clinical trial based in Vermont. Max was only the second child on this trial, but it is a great trial, for a promising drug, and we believe it has done wonders in helping Max combat his cancer.

In the past year, Max has received 10 high-dose IV chemo treatments, 2 rounds of radiation on his spine, and has taken low-dose daily chemo for the past four months – this in addition to the trial drug that he was eligible to stop taking in March, but we decided it was truly a help and have kept him on it.

My husband and I have learned through this process the deficit of treatment possibilities for children with cancer. Lab research and clinical trials for pediatric cancers are grossly underfunded across America. We’ve learned that every 16 hours a child dies from neuroblastoma alone. We’ve learned that the best way to make a difference in Max’s life is to tell people about his battle.

Mother Theresa said, “If I think of the many, I’ll never act. If I think of the one, I will.”

We hope that you will think of Max right now. Think of his beautiful blonde head and fun blue eyes. Think of Max teaching his two year old brother how to play Legos and dressing up like a super hero with his favorite blanket as a cape. Think of how much Max loves sharks and all of his friends in Mrs. Sturt’s 1st grade class. Think of Max riding his scooter and doing taekwondo, and running in and out of the waves at the beach with his big sister. Think of Max lying in a hospital bed getting poked through his port so he can get his IV chemo. Think of Max laying in a hospital bed one week after chemo too tired to move waiting for a blood transfusion. Think of Max being fed through a button in his tummy everyday because the chemo he’s received has ruined his taste. Think of all the fun Max misses at school when he has to be at the hospital for all his treatments and scans.

Think how nice it would be if Max didn’t have cancer.

11/18/2007

Doing well.

This afternoon as I was transferring all my data from this years' organizer to my new one, I stumbled upon a note I had written:

April 3, 2007
1:00pm
Almost cried just now. Max is in clinic watching a TV show where they're talking about how things change, like the seasons or how people change when they grow up. "How will you change?" they ask. Max looks at me and says, "My hair will grow back!" I'm suddenly struck by the thought of him not growing up and not having any hair ever again.
Well, that was 8+ monthes ago. He's doing so well right now. It's very frightening when these kinds of thoughts pass through my head. It hurts all the way to very core of my body.

11/13/2007

Not Allowed at School

Last week Max had one of his physical therapy appointments during school hours. I picked him up right after his lunch-recess and he looked so sad. So, as I'm driving away from school I look in the rearview mirror and ask him what's the matter.

He looks back and says, "I've been holding my poo all day and I really have to go."

I respond, "Why didn't you go when you were at school, honey?"

Max says, "They don't allow poo at school."

(Needlesstosay, we talked about the obvious on the way to his appointment... where he took care of business and had a much better afternoon because of it.)

11/05/2007

Radiation Complete

Last Friday Max went in for his radiation appointment - first appointment of the day 6:45am. Luckily, Andy decided to take him so I didn't have to "do my hair" that early.

Max received 16 grays to the cancer spot on T11 in his spine. He was given anesthesia to allow the doctor and technicians full control over arranging his body in the best possible position to get the radiation exactly where it was needed (aka radiosurgery).

So now we wait. The radiation works over a few weeks and then Max will have a set of scans to see what's going on in there. Andy & I are hoping for the best... NED, of course.

In the meantime, Max is feeling great, enjoying school, and hating homework. His weight is up to 45.2 pounds! and he looks great. No more knobby, malnutritioned-looking knees, his face and body have filled in, AND I've had to let out the waists in all his pants! Hoo-yeah! Wednesday this week, he starts an after school Taekwondo class right at his school. We're hoping this class along with his weight gain and the physical therapy he gets will improve his strength, balance, agility, and self-confidence in taking part in sports/active play. He's been so weakened by the chemotherapy and cancer over the past three years that he's really missed out on a lot. It's no fun to be last in every race you run; not be able to catch the other kids when your IT; to get so tired that you have to sit down after only a short time of playing.

10/28/2007

Children in the back seat

A good article below, nothing you haven't heard before but reinforcing nonetheless.

Quick update: still waiting to get Max's radiation appointment, so we're somewhat treading water on our push to get to NED. It's frustrating- its been more than 10 days since our consultation appointment, and you know how pushy we can be! Granted, Max's situation isn't life-threatening, but we still want to get him zapped as soon as possible.

Once we know something definitive, we'll update. Until then, it's business as usual.

Sunday, Oct 28, 2007
As I See It: Research into child diseases takes a back seat on funding
http://www.kansascity.com/273/story/335066.html
By Cheryl Mozer

Why do people with rare diseases not seem to have any voice in America? If you have a rare disease in America, you cannot count on having a treatment for it because there is no profit to be made. I have no problem with companies making profits, but why don’t they “give back” a percentage of that money to help others whose diseases do not have a large enough market to warrant research for a cure?

This year, 12,500 children in the United States will be diagnosed with some type of childhood cancer. Our son survived neuroblastoma cancer, a disease affecting 1 in 10 million children. Half of the children with the late-stage disease that Jacob had do not survive.

None of the treatments Jacob received were approved in children and he was saved only by an experimental antibody therapy found in New York City. Although childhood cancer is the No. 1 cause of death by disease in children (more deaths than all other childhood diseases combined), funding remains consistently low.

A group of seven fathers recently bicycled across America from California to New York (through Kansas City) because there is no funding for the estimated $3 million to $5 million it would take to develop a promising proposed treatment.

These fathers were anxiously trying to get the funding for doctors to develop the treatment that could potentially save their children’s lives. On top of the normal stress of having a critically ill child, one should not have to bicycle 3,700 miles to raise money for a treatment that could be developed if only the money was there (see www. loneliestroad.org). Private foundations such as Alex’s Lemonade Stand Foundation are struggling to make up for the lack of funding.

There are other options that could pay for critical research. Please send e-mail to your state’s senators and representatives to urge passage of the bipartisan Conquer Childhood Cancer Act, which would provide funding that could save lives. Twenty clinical trials are in danger of closing because of a lack of funding, affecting 400 children.

None of the senators in Kansas or Missouri have yet co-sponsored the Conquer Childhood Cancer Act. Reps. Dennis Moore, Nancy Boyda and Jerry Moran of Kansas and Sam Graves and William Lacy Clay of Missouri are co-sponsors, and for this we thank them.

Although the large cancer organizations do great things for adults with cancer, only a tiny percentage of funding goes to research for treating childhood cancer. September was Childhood Cancer Awareness Month, which was largely ignored. If it was your child, neighbor, grandchild, niece or nephew, would this be acceptable?

© 2007 Kansas City Star and wire service sources. All Rights Reserved. http://www.kansascity.com/

10/25/2007

Fires update

We've been home since yesterday at noon. Kids are glad to be home. Lots of ash and debris from the winds Sunday, but otherwise - home sweet home!

Three years ago tomorrow, Max checked into Children's San Diego. Later the next day, he was diagnosed with stage IV neuroblastoma. Our family will never be the same, but we cherish and are blessed with every day of his precious life.

10/22/2007

San Diego Fires

We're getting a lot calls and emails wondering if we're okay, and, Yes, we are. Carmel Valley (located on the east side of the I-5 from Del Mar) was asked to voluntarily evacuate early this morning, so we did. Packed up the kids and few items and went down to mom and dad's house in North Park. Max had a clinic appointment this morning, too.

The fires are still far east of our area. But the smoke and soot have been so bad since Sunday noon at our house that we would've left anyway. You couldn't even go outside and the inside of the house became smokey even with the house shut tight. School was closed today and will be again Tuesday due to air quality.

Should anything come up we will post. Thanks for caring!

10/18/2007

Wear Your Care Final!

Ok, folks, the numbers are in: Over $11,000 was raised and close to 1700 wristbands ordered! WOW!

For those of you who ordered a band and didn't receive it (due to our short-sightedness on how well this campaign would go!), the new bands should be arriving by Halloween. We're so sorry for the long wait! We'll have your bands to you as soon as we get them. Thank you for your patience!

As for ordering a band if you would like more or simply don't have yours yet, please make a donation of any amount directly to Magic Water then send me an email with your mailing address, band size preference (child, medium or large) and I'll send your bracelet to you. (I think Mrs. Sturt needs a break!)

Mrs. Sturt worked so hard on this project and the money is still rolling in. Thank you all so much for your support and for Wearing Your Care. I'd have to say that this fundraiser was a huge success, wouldn't you?

The proceeds from this fundraiser went to the Magic Water Project which moves lab research into clinical trials for our kids by providing the much needed funds to make it happen. We believe that there is a cure for NB - it just hasn't been tried yet.

10/16/2007

Lucas Tran

Another neuroblastoma (NB) child, one who by all counts shouldn't have died, passed away in the Bay Area this morning. Lucas Tran's parents did all that they could and should, and yet he still went from stable to progressive to hospice care in a little over 2 months.

Aaarrrgh! It makes me so mad! Lucas lives in the technology capitol of the world, and yet the majority of intellectual and financial support is directed at figuring out how to share homemade videos on the Internet, not at trying to find a cure for diseases that rob us of our future teachers, scientists and artists.

That's why there's no resting, no relaxing - once your child has NB, its like they've been kidnapped. And until the kidnapper is DEAD, you can't ever stop. We've got to kill NB.

10/14/2007

Reality Check

NED - what does this really mean to us?

#1 - it doesn't mean we can relax with Max's treatment
#2 - it doesn't mean his cancer is "cured"
#3 - it doesn't mean his cancer will not come back

Too many times, in reading other families blogs, I read the cancer has suddenly, horribly, taken over their childs body. Out of nowhere... it just comes back full steam.

Don't get me wrong - I'm happy Max is headed in the NED direction (he has a radiation set-up appointment on Tuesday to zap that bothersome spot on his spine) - but the nature of this disease is unforgiving, unrelenting. And so must we be in return.

10/13/2007

Article from Carmel Valley News



Students, community rally behind Solana Highlands firstgrader and encourage everyone to‘LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX’
By Janice Coy

Students at Solana Highlands Elementary School who are learning about caring as part of the Six Pillars of Character program have had the opportunity to participate in a hands on manner by showing their support for a fellow student with cancer.

First grader Max Mikulak is battling a recurrence of neuroblastoma (NB). The six year old was first diagnosed with the cancer, which attacks the bones and their marrow, three years ago. His initial treatment killed all evidence of the disease, but last fall, a bone scan showed new spots of it on his spine.

Max is currently taking an oral form of chemotherapy and is able to regularly attend his first grade class where he is taught by Lisa Sturt.

Max’s mother, Melissa Mikulak, said the boy’s teachers have been very supportive of him and the family. This fall, Sturt asked the family if she could spearhead a fundraiser for the Magic Water Project, a non-profit organization that funds clinical research trials for patients with NB.

As part of the fundraiser, the school sold orange reminder bracelets embossed with “LIVE LIFE TO THE MAX” for a suggested donation of $5 each. Sturt said $10,707 was raised, and 1,379 bracelets were sold. Orders for the bracelets were closed out last Thursday, but Sturt said donations could still be made to the Magic Water Project at http://www.magicwater.org/.

“With September being Childhood Cancer Awareness Month,” Sturt said, “we thought this would be a tremendous opportunity to show Max and the Mikulaks how much we care.
Sturt said classes at other schools are participating in the fundraiser as well, and Solana Highland families are “spreading the care beyond our community” by sending bracelets around the country and abroad.

“The outpouring of generosity and kindness has been overwhelming and there’s not a child or family that deserves it more,” she said. “The Mikulaks are always smiling and positive. They find the good in each and every situation.

“They have learned that each moment is precious.”

Andy and Melissa Mikulak have lived in Carmel Valley for five years with Max, their 8-year-old daughter Hannah, who is in third grade, and their 2-year-old son Nicolas.
Mikulak describes the caring as incredible and heartwarming. Last year, she said, Max’s kindergarten teacher, Ms. Wietz, also spearheaded a fundraiser for the Magic Water Project and raised $10,000.

“It’s a really, really great feeling to have so much support,” she said. She stays positive, she says, because “it is simply the only way to get through a crisis, especially with children involved.”

Mikulak, said finding out about the cancer’s recurrence was “even more shocking” than the initial diagnosis.

“What you learn is that NED (no evidence of disease) doesn’t mean your child is cured,” she said.

Mikulak said it was Max’s pediatrician who first suspected that he had NB which was later confirmed by a oncologist at Rady’s Children’s’ Hospital. His symptoms included a low-grade fever that lasted for about a month, constipation and pain in his legs that caused him to limp.
“When we would go to pick up Hannah in kindergarten, he would ask me to carry him, “ she said. “Eventually, he would lie in bed and couldn’t even get up to go pee.“It was horrifying.”

Mikulak said it is not known what causes NB, but research has shown that, while it is not genetic, it could be triggered while the fetus is growing nerve cells.

After his initial diagnosis, Max underwent chemotherapy and a stem cell transplant.There was no evidence of the disease afterwards.

“There is no treatment protocol for recurrent NB,” Mikulak said. “There is no cure for it, so there’s no real protocol.”

When the spots on Max’s spine multiplied, the Mikulaks decided, with the oncologist, to follow a treatment of 11 rounds of high-dose chemotherapy. Max lost his hair and had to miss 40-50 days of kindergarten last year because the chemotherapy suppressed his immune system. At the beginning of the summer, a bone scan showed that the cancer had shrunk.

“Last year he was completely bald, and sometimes he would have to wear a mask to school,” Mikulak said.

Despite his absences, his kindergarten teacher kept him a part of the classroom by visiting his kid-friendly blog with the other students. Max’s Web site is http://www.mikulak.org/. Mikulak said the teacher also came to the clinic where Max was to do homework with him.

“With the oral chemotherapy, his blood doesn’t get blasted, so he is able to participate in activities,” she said. “There’s actually fuzz on his head which is exciting.

“He goes to class every day. His mental health is just as important in helping him get through this so we allow him to do whatever activities he can.”

10/09/2007

Cloud 6 on the Horizon?

Gee, we have all these posts as of late, but nothing about Max and his battle. Let me get you up to date.

Max is feeling great. Home chemo is way easier on a kid than IV blasts. But you have to do what works. He’s been having a lot of nausea/vomiting since the Etoposide chemo was added to his daily meds. Of course, we didn’t figure this out for about three weeks. Kids don’t seem to have the capacity to recognize when they feel nauseous all the time. Dr. Roberts prescribed an additional anti-nausea medicine last week and Max seems to be feeling better because of it. He ate a hotdog Friday night and 4 pieces of sourdough at the Fish Market on Sunday (he hasn’t taken any food by mouth in 2-3 weeks).

Thank goodness for his mickey-button or the kid would have wasted away by now. We continue to give him 1500ml of his formula along with 400-600ml of veggie-brew daily. Yesterday his weight was up again to 19.0kgs. 41 pounds. Can I hear a “WOO-HOO!” Alright!

Today is Tuesday and it’s 7:30am - I’m at the hospital right now with Max. He’s in for an MRI. Max loves MRI day. Kooky-kid. I think he enjoys riding on the gurney down the halls and waking up to popsicles, graham crackers and a Disney movie afterward. He had an MIBG bone scan last week. Both are to track the spot on his spine that has remained unchanged over the past 5-6 months. It appeared on last weeks’ MIBG, which I can see while he’s having the scan, that the spot is still unchanged. This is good news – no growth.

Can anything be done to further diminish the spot? It’s bugging us a little that it’s just sitting there seemingly taunting us month after month.

Luckily, Max was on the nifurtimox trial so we have the added benefit of another oncologist – and NB specialist – to review his scans. Dr. Sholler suggested zapping the spot with another round of radiation could very well take him to NED status again (NED = No Evidence of Disease). I spoke with Max’s main oncologist (the extremely helpful, knowledgeable, and patient-with-neurotic-parents-who-email-him-daily Dr. Roberts) who spoke with Max’s radiation-oncologist about the possibility, and it looks like it is definitely doable. We’re now just waiting for an appointment time.

So, yeah, NED. What awesome news. We’re saying prayers, crossing our fingers and toes, wishing on stars, shaking chicken feet over Max while he sleeps… looking for good vibes!

10/05/2007

Wear Your Care Update 3

This morning closed Mrs. Sturt's Wear Your Care Fundraiser for Max and the Magic Water Project (this doesn't mean you still can't get a band!). I betcha wanna know how many bracelets were sold and how much money was raised... Before I tell you, let me share some other gems with you:


  • There was an all school assembly to celebrate the caring attitude demonstrated by all the students at Solana Highlands - not just for this incredible fundraiser but for the caring they showed each other all month long.

  • Most of the kids and parents were wearing orange, as well as their Live Life to the Max! bands.

  • A mom-friend of mine brought a bag full of orange hairspray to decorate the kids with.

  • People from 20 other states in these United States of America ordered bracelets through this fundraiser.

  • Bracelets were also sent to about 10 countries far and wide including Iraq, Sweden and Asia.

And the numbers are:
Max and Hannah unfurled the total: 1379 bands were ordered and $10,707 was raised! But there's more! Mrs. Sturt is still receiving orders for the orange bands - as of this morning those orders pushed the total to almost $10,900.

Mrs. Sturt, still flush from the amazing outpouring of love from our community, surrounding schools and world in general, revealed her next fundraiser for Magic Water (as modeled by Hannah):


Magic Coins for Magic Water: a little change can do magic!

Magic Coins is a way for kids to keep on giving - even if just a little bit. Every classroom in our school will have a jar with the Magic Coins logo on it and they drop coins into it whenever they can. I think any school could do this fundraiser - don't you?

If you are interested in ordering a Live Life to the Max! band, please send a donation of $5 per band (or more!) along with a double-stampled SASE to: Mrs. Lisa Sturt c/o Solana Highlands Elementary School, 3520 Long Run Drive, San Diego, CA 92130

Thank you everyone. Today was a teary day, but for good reasons!


Ms. Weitz * Mrs. Sturt * Ms. Mulvaney -- sporting their Wear Your Care!

10/04/2007

Max Deux

Here's a post from another mom on the east coast who has her own little Max battling NB (Max Palmer). It feels so good to see so many NB parents liking what the Magic Water Project is doing for our kids.

September 24, 2007 at 01:28 PM EDT
Hi everyone- This isn't really a medical update though Max seems to be continuing on the bumpy road with some great days and not so great days. Today was a good day so we'll take it. Keep those good vibes coming!

We just wanted to let you know about a cool kid named Max Mikulak who lives in sunny CA and is also fighting neuroblastoma. His 1st grade teacher is selling orange “Live Life to the MAX!” wristbands to raise money for neuroblastoma research. (I think they look like the livestrong bracelets). He has such a great teacher and school – every kid in his school bought one to support him.

The proceeds go to a really amazing organization called the Magic Water Project (link) which helps move ideas for treatment from the labs out into clinical trials that aren't getting funded for children to participate in. Its run by a smart group of parents and doctors like a venture capital- they research the ideas and selectively fund the ones that have the most potential.

Anyway, since WE have an inspiring little Max in our lives too- I talked to Max Mikulak's mom and am jumping on their idea. If you are interested in a bracelet to support the Maxs and a great cause, send $5 per wristband along with a double-stampled SASE to: Mrs. Lisa Sturt c/o Solana Highlands Elementary School 3520 Long Run Drive San Diego, CA 92130

10/02/2007

Vermont

It's Andy. I thought I'd post a quick update on my weekend trip to Vermont. The purpose was to get together parents - Neil (Sam's dad), myself, Pat (Will's dad), Terrill (Paul's dad), Ranan (cancer dad from NYC), and of course Meryl (Andrew's mom) - together with some researchers and clinical oncs - the incredible Dr. Giselle Sholler and Nick Heinz, PhD from UVM, Laurent Brard, MD/PhD from Brown, Jim Jameson, PhD from Kent State, Dr. Dan Durden from Aflac/Atlanta Children's Hospital and Dr. Sholler's lab staff including the wonderful Genevieve Johnson who always gets us our nifurtimox pills the next day after we ask for them :)

The purpose was to put together a MagicWater Project roadmap for 2008. Here are the outcomes (I'm sorry its so brief but I'm tired, I'm now in NYC and I have lots more work to do tonight and meetings bright and early):

1. Agree to meet every 3 months (may be obvious but not so when you consider work, treatment, etc)!

2. Begin to test 4 different "oxidative stress" compounds in mice that would 'turbocharge' chemotherapy (like Nifurtimox does) as well as be used in a maintenance treatment once the child got to NED, in order to see if there are additional agents that we could add to or substitute in case our current treatments stop working or a child relapses again. Those agents are:
- Vit C/K3
- Rapamyacin
- Artemisinin
- Omega-3's (yeah, fish oil)
- We may also try tetrathiomobylate

3. We also want to investigate the timing or chronotherapy component of administering agents. Some studies show that up to a 40% improvement can be made just by optimizing the time of day when an agent is administered.

4. Lastly, we agreed on a Phase II Nifurtimox trial, as well as a Phase II Nifurtimox trial for NED kids, so that we can see if giving Nifurtimox will help kids stay NED.

Obviously all of this is going to cost money. The Phase II Nifurtimox trial alone will probably cost at least $400,000. But, its worth it, and I'd dare say the readers of this blog would agree.

The best, I've saved for last. Please check out these two websites. Both of these amazing kids Neil and I met this weekend.

The first, Eden Brunskow, lives in Tustin Hills, CA but for most of the last two years has been at MSKCC. She is the second to last child to go on the nifurtimox trial. Neil and I, after taking the red-eye to Vermont Saturday night, dropped by the RMH in Burlington to meet Eden and her dad Paul. Neil knows Paul already but neither of us have met Eden, nor where we prepared to fall in love so quickly with her. She is absolutely darling and one of the cutest kids we've ever seen. She was so talkative and smart, entertaining us with stories of gophers and halloween (her fav holiday).
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/edenbrunskow

The second child we visited right before leaving the campus of UVM on Monday. Dustin Cobb is the last child to get on the nifurtimox study (15th). He's had a tough time as of late and was in-patient with an infection when we stopped by to see him. Dustin's a cool dude that loves to play shoot-em-up video games. He also seems to enjoy getting tickled by the nurses and Dr. Sholler. Neil asked if the nurses and Dr. Sholler would tickle him but they declined.
http://www.caringbridge.org/ga/dustincobb/

Please visit both of these children's sites and let them know you're pulling for them both. I'm sure they'd love to know you've read their story.

More on Vermont later later (like maybe this weekend).